hi true,

while i appreciate your comments, and yes, i did expect this

i kind of know that he has to go through this

and why don't i quit?

i don't know - i suppose i am not ready

hopefully i will get there soon, because this stuff hurts like heck

it really does

i can take more than i ever thought, i guess

and i don't know whether it is fear of the unknown or just an (as of yet) undying love for my husband

because he is the father of my child

because i thought that marriage meant forever

i just don't know right now

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