Originally Posted By: grr
it sort of is a drag when people can easily see what my h is doing and with the age of internet, let me know very quickly


And will continue to be so...

Until

You understnad what you are doing with such convition that it no longer matters what othe people think or what you are doing.

By that I mean:

Why are you endeavoring to put yourself through this?

For certainly you expected this at least.

No?

And maybe worse down the road.

And the thing is, it aint that.

Cause if it were then maybe you'd quit?

No.

This is for YOU. NO ONE ELSE.

Cause NO ONE else cares about he outcome but you right now.

So what lies at the end?

I can say not what you think and not maybe what you started after...

All the same it is a worthy quest.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am