Thanks 25yearsmlc. I start my new job soon. Still exercising.
That's it right now. That is all about I can handle. I started thinking about the future and I became very overwhelmed with what I have on my plate. I know I can do it. BUt, do it alone? Not so sure. THe kids need a dad.
He seems to have forgotten our history and the children WE brought into this world. I really doubt he wonders about me for sure. Sure he misses the kids. He was a good dad.
And of course, through the grape vine he is out partying almost every night with or without her. I suppose numbing his pain and memories.
I have a big week ahead. Seems half of my life came down to an hour in the office with a L. All ironed out about who gets what. And, that is that. Sad. Overwhelming.
