Just journaling....

I didn't see my wife last night she left for work before I got home. Left her a note to wake me if she hears my alarm and I don't get up (I am notorious for sleeping through my alarm) - as I had an early round of golf.

She woke me and then lied down next to me for 5 mins - first time we have lied down next to each other for 3 months. She had her back to me and we just snuggled for a while, and then she said "I guess you'd better get going else you'll be late".

Got back from golf and took the girls to a birthday party - she left for work, no touching or physical contact - I guess this is where she may have a small regret about getting into my bed.

Sorely tempted to go to sleep in the marital bed tonight - of course I won't, it would pressure on her - she can come into my room if she wants to.

Small steps - time and patience.


M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12