It is ok to be in a funk sometimes, it is part of the cycle that we are all a part of. It's impossible to keep a PMA all the time. Sometimes you just gotta work through it.
The anger is normal. I struggle with it at times as well.
Are you in counseling? Maybe that might help you deal with your anger.
Like you, as time goes on, I am questioning what I even want anymore.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤