Can my blah blah blah?

[a girl]

Thanks, Tele - I agree - it feels like the longer H is gone, the more entangled he becomes with OW, the more hurtful things he does to me and S7, and the less I want him.

Today was supposed to be the day he came over to get the last load of "stuff we have to divide", but I woke up with a migraine and am still not 100% so I've decided he can just wait and do it next week. I'm not up to spending time with him and why should I have to? I'm not the one who did this.

Anyway, as I mentioned in my last thread, I'm struggling with anger a lot - and I'm sure it's just covering up some hurt and maybe some fear.

Hurt that he could do this .. and fear that his relationship will actually work out. I know it's petty, but .. I don't want him to be "right". Anyway. Need to work that out. Maybe later.