Walking in Muskeg - Part IV - Squishy Rubber Boots

[Queen_of_Swords]

I am not sending this letter. I do not expect an outcome of any sort.
I post it here to get it off my mind. Purge it so those thoughts are not bothering me.

If I sent it I would expect more of the same. My STBX does not want to be painted the "bad guy", he will not initiate divorce proceedings. As I see it he want's ME to instigate and take responsibility and the blame for a divorce. From what I've seen he has already blamed me for leaving him ( weirdness, I didn't go anywhere).

I am not done with STBX in the sense that if he truly WANTED to return I would consider it with care.