I didn't say anything about the relationship really. We talked vaguely about it. At the time she said we were actually talking about something else non relationship. She came over for a few minutes earlier today and we were wrestling on the couch. Nothing sexual or anything just playing around. She left started texting me again and like I said we were talking about something non relationship she didn't say anything for a few minutes and all of a sudden she changed the subject and said that.
Yesterday she was saying stuff about that she felt she wasn't good enough for me. When she gets comfortable with someone she runs. That she finds herself missing me alot etc.
A little bit ago me and her brother was talking on facebook and I asked him if there was any kind of drama going on over there because shortly before she told me that she had gotten moody. Should be noted that he didn't know and still doesn't know we had talked about getting back together. A little bit ago me and him was talking about different jobs he could apply for and he said he randomly mentioned that she had added and had been talking to her ex boyfriend before me today. So that could be another reason for her change of heart even. I actually do know this guy. He's an okay guy but lives with his parents,has a kid and no car and only works part time. So what she may be doing is trying to test out other waters and see if I stay close or not.
As far as what happened in her brain that she shifted like that I have no idea. I'm just not really buying into that she talks to me about it yesterday,plays around with me here and then goes home and changes her mind a couple of hours later.
I'm going to keep GAL'ing though and trying to move on with my own life. I can't play this kind of game with her I don't think.
