Yes i will get allimony, a third of his income. My son is staying home for college. h is 53 yrs old. I take natural supplemants for depression because i had chest pain from zoloft and others, and read neg things about them.
I met h when i was 18, i had a very dysfunctional home with my mother and i had depression and anxiety problems , and h rescued me from that. I know it was not a healthy relationship, i was very dependent on him and he liked it like that. it was the exact relationship he had with his mother growing up. He likes to take care of, and rescue people. we went thru thick and thin over 30 yrs together. When i started asserting myself in the relationship for my needs, that was when things started going bad.
He was a workaholic and i always felt very alone. i couldnt wait for him to get home from work everyday. i loved being with him, he had the greatest sense of humor and would help me deal with any life problems he gave me every material thing but what i wanted was his time but he wouldnt give it to me and i felt taken for granted. He got recharged being around people, and would not be home much, but he was my whole world. so we went to bad therapist going thru her own d and death of a child and she gave us very bad advice to temp separation and that was when h met ow then.