I am really busy, I had a lovely time away with my sister and my nephews who are brilliant boys and growing up fast. We were flying kites on the beach, went to a farm and also to a theme park. It was great fun and lovely to be with them.
Yesterday I went on a day trip to Cambridge with my best friend. It poured with rain but was still a really nice day and we went punting on the river. English summers!
It is so hard though because I don't want to be here. And that is the crux which I can't seem to get away from and I don't really know what to do as however busy I am and whomever I am with I can't seem to make the feeling go away
