I don't know about you, but I hate this rollercoaster of emotions. I am feeling disappointed with myself. What happened to my marriage, my family. How the hell did all of this happen, and why? What happened to the love that my W had towards me, and how can it have vanished? How do I move on, how will I trust another woman again?
Here I am at work, with the door closed crying. I just feel like going back to my apartment, I orginally wrote home but I do not have a home, crawl back into bed, pull the covers over my head, and just sleep and cry.
Bad day.
Bits M:35, W:39, M:12 S1:10, S2:8, D:5 Bomb: 3/25/11 "I am not in love with you anymore." Moved Out: 5/19/11 Divorce: 08/08/11
