Stillness

[aeolianchaos]

Well, the time has arrived my dear anonymous friends.

WAW is here with her friend and they are going through her stuff to pack it up and move it out.

I am doing my best to be still with my thoughts - I spent a good 10 minutes beforehand just staring myself down in the mirror getting centered.

So far, I am being a good A.C. No hostility, no sarcasm, no guilt-tripping at all. Just being pleasant and letting them do their thing.

It is hard not to want to hear some kind of sentimentality or nostalgic thoughts. But.. that is not what i need to be happy, and I understand that perhaps the WAW is so dedicated to what they are doing ATM that it is unrealistic to expect any. So I will spend most of this morning trying to knock down the thoughts of expectation that I probably have.