ok, eulogy later, here is the note: please help me undertsand

dear peter

i need to try and explain that i have always loved you. i dont know why i do the crazy things i do or why i cant seem to lead a normal happy life. the doctor said i have borderline personality disorder or bpd. i really dont understand what that means/ how i got it. all i feel is depressed and sad

sorry interrupted, will post later.

BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11