Please go back and re-read Walking's last post to you. Then take the time to really let it sink in to the level it needs to.
This is not about him, for you. That's his journey, let him twist in the wind. Right now this has to be about you ... and that scared, bruised, battered, scarred little girl inside. That is your key. It's up to you to use it.
Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
