X is struggling and making what I regard as foolish decisions in terms of finances.

I have had dreams about him committing suicide. I am trying not to let them get to me but they do sometimes.

New Guy is so sweet and we are doing well. I am happy to be with him.


M: 16 years
Bomb 4/07
OW 20s long gone
Divorced 11/09
I remarried New Guy
Cooperative r w/X regarding D