BE CAREFUL DBING

[Denver_2010]

Hey 9. Just want to drop by and let you know that I have been thinking of you. I hope that you are doing okay under the circumstances.

BITS
Denver

[dbmod]

Dbmod- is there any way we can stick this on page 1 for a while?

This is all so fresh and new and I check in here often, as others do and it would be much easier to find......

I don't know if that is what Nine would want. I will check in and bump it it's on another page.

[~¤DG¤~]

Thank you!

[Redo]

9, just wanted to drop by to see how you were doing. Glad the service went good. Take care of yourself and your kids.

[ncl]

Nine,
I'm so grateful to read that the service was lovely and that you and your precious boys made it through okay. You all had lots of people praying for you, and we will continue to lift you up in the coming days and weeks.
I'm so sorry that the subject of om was brought up to you. How inappropriate. I know it will be hard, but try to tune out any "noise" and only allow in the positive that you need right now. Take this time to remember the good that your stunning wife brought to your life and to your boys' lives. That is all that matters.
Take care of yourself, lean on the Lord and others to help you through this time and know that there are more people praying for you and your family than you can imagine.
lc4

[dbmod]

Just thinking about you.

[KenF]

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. i cant begin to imagine all you're feeling, and wish i had something more to offer besides what little support i can.

[♪CS♪]

Just thinking about you.

Same here.

[ninelives]

hey all.

just quick update;

not energy enough to post eulogy.

also, just when cant take anymore, more comes our way. please no more.

we found suicide note and it was truly amazing. my wife was an amazing person and cared so much for everybody. i will post parts of her note some day.

overwhelming theme was her afliction was either boarderline personality disorder or bipolar.

alos , it was addressed to me and found out that according to this note, she always loved me, always. . Also , one of her best friends told me that she never measured up to me and that some of her nastier texts were to try and get me to hate her so i could move on. She was literally trying to get me to be mean to her because she felt that is what she deserved.

so much more to say but i havent got it today. we are at family gathering , my two best friends who have been absolute pillars for me left to day and im feeling that void as well.

dont worry about me too much my friends, i have two boys to raise and i will show them strength at some point. They need me more than ever and i am aware of my role in their lives. some people where concerned about me taking my own life. Could never do that to my boys now , that would be cruel.

i know my wife didnt want to do it and loved her boys so much but simply could not see a future and actually believed she was more of a burden. She thought we would be better off with out her and actually meant it. that is how crazy her afliction is/was.

i cant believe that tomorrow will be a week. it feels like several months have already passed.

BTW, 2step, little current ontario. Basically the only greek that lives on the island if that helps.

pete

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Pete-

I just want to cry reading your post.
I can feel so much pain. You are such an amazing person.
I am in awe of you.

You and your kids are in my prayers. Always.