Life, the Universe and DBing

[LearningPatience]

A little more random journaling before I hit the magic 100 post mark:

I guess the best way to describe how I feel about W's pullback after Sunday is annoyed. Not surprised or even sad, just annoyed. Part of me wants to tell her "You told me how angry and hate-filled you were when I went dark. I've extended the olive branch and you haven't made any attempt to engage me. WTF do you want?" Now, would this get me closer to or further from my goal? I know the answer to that, but the inner Loki in me would like to send it anyhow

I have no idea why it popped into my head, but I spent yesterday thinking about our honeymoon trip to Tahiti/New Zealand. Not in the context of honeymoon, just in terms of cool places I've been. Didn't even think of W being with me for the trip; I dunno...

I do want to send her an email saying something like
"W, I don't know if you ever spoke with your IC about this, but I had planned on talking to another C before we ever brought the subject up. I made an appointment with (C name) for Sunday the 21st at 1pm. Her specialty is healing within R and remarriages. You are welcome to come with me if you'd like to start MC; otherwise I'll use her for my own healing needs. Let me know if you'd like more details."

Any thoughts on this? Edits? 2x4s? Bueller?

Final positive end to this entry... a female friend posted on my FB wall yesterday "I saw you running down (street) today! You looked great! Very runner-esque!" Besides the public ego boost, the best part about this: this female friend was OM's last gf before my W and she can't stand him