Preseason has begun...just trying to make the cut

[MadeToSucceed]

Great words MHL. I fully understand what you're saying.

Things haven't been great on the homefront. Been pretty quiet as of late. I tried to reach out to my W yesterday to get the final things from my home. She's been extremely cold...which is to be expected. Is giving me the run around and telling me why she can't be available at a certain time. Unfortunately I'm pretty sure I know why she's "busy." OM's team is in town to play this evening so more than likely she stayed with him last night. She's been running around getting dolled up (hair and nails done). She's then going to see him this weekend in the city where his team is.

Obviously I can't control her so I have to continue on my path. I'm had Bible Study at noon and 6:30 yesterday and will be going to counseling at my church today as well as the beginning of a Men's Conference this evening. At least my next few days should be pretty busy, which I'm glad.

I'm also getting some of the bills finally taken out of my name at the house and then I'll be able to get my apartment set up a little better this weekend. I fully expect that once I get my final things from her (hopefully Friday) then I won't have any more interaction with her. I've done all I can do. I made it obvious I'm here. If it's going to turn around, it'll be up to her.

Until then, I have to keep on marching and keep on being consistent in my own growth. I will succeed...maybe not in the way that I "want" but I do thank God that He doesn't always give us everything we want, when we want it and how we want it. If He did, we'd all be in a lot of trouble.