Because I was not ready.........you see when I was with the OW I stopped doing the "work" on me. The OW filled the void that I needed to fill myself. When my W started coming around and then I started to take a step towards her.....she recoiled and I reacted poorly and pushed her further away.
F@cking pearls ^^^^^
I can tell you as a twice married gent.
You can run but you can't hide.
Deal with the loss (if it is truly). Deal with the pain now.
Rather than letting its rotting carcasss spoil the rest of your life.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
