Can my relationship be saved, part 2

[a girl]

Feels like my ups and downs are coming faster lately - I think my "downs" are overall going down (hah! see what I did there?) but the speed with which I go from "ok" to "anxious" back to "ok" is a little dizzying.

GAL tonight is a leisurely shopping trip at Whole Foods, where I will buy something yummy for dinner, a nice 30 minute workout on the treadmill, followed by strength training, and then eating the aforementioned yummy dinner.

H texted to ask if he could pick paintings up today - asked if I prefer he gets S7 or when he drops him off. I said "Before is fine." He said, "Ok."

Doesn't seem like he's initiating much contact, which is to be expected considering he's all wrapped up in OW. Still struggling with how I feel about him v. how I feel about the him that is doing this.