Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Woke up to his relationship status being changed to single on Facebook. I started crying, because I was thinking till now that he still feels somewhat committed that's why he didn't change his. Even thought I changed mine when I saw the text from the ow a few days back. Still hurt and I keep thinking what was he thinking when he changed it? Did he try to appeal to ow? Was he thinking of us and decided that he should? I know I'll never find out, but I'm dying to know what drives him? Why are things happening as and when they are. According to other posts its a long roller coaster ride.. I wish the roller coaster stopped already. And it's only been a few weeks of on and off