i know its early but i cant seem to let her go. such a waste of an absolute angel. i know she was nasty sometimes in the last year but she was so fragile and that wasnt her. plain and simple, that creature she became was not my wife.

im going to need help, council and alot of support from friends and family.

somehow we will get through this but i know, i will never love anyone the way i loved her. it was unconditional. She was so sweet and funny and if i had a dime how many times people said she was stunning , i would be rich. She was stunning. i honestly never saw her look unattractive no matter what the situation.

This is going to be tough.

BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11