Rough few days. Feel very lonely. Feel very overwhelmed by life - as though I have no one to share with at the level I had with XH. Wondering if this ever goes away. Oldest D is in wedding planning mode and I want everything to be amazing - but truthfully my heart is hurting so badly from the D and from all that has happened - I'm not sure what to do. I'm also truly exhausted - from working full time, from being a full time parent. My oldest D is getting married, I moved my middle D into her new apt. (5th in 4 years - 3 stories, no elevator), planning her senior year, planning my son's senior year in high school. I'm tired. I'm depressed. Wow...
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time