Devastated

[Julz]

I guess in the back of my mind I was always worried that him being a virgin (me too) might one day be a problem. I guess that's also why I can understand why he left (not how but). Men are curious - of course he wants to know if the grass is greener. Most men I've spoken to have said that they think H will come back - he's just off sowing his seeds - like he should have done as a teenager.