You are right. I'm sure I have asked some of the questions over and over. Some of them I forgot the answer to, some didn't sink in, some I just don't understand.
Tad, the questions you ask about your W do not matter, except to convince you that they do not matter. Nobody here can answer them. The questions you need to address are those about you. Go back and reread all of your thread. Read the questions posed to you. Dig deep and answer them. That will help shift your focus to where it belongs right now -- on you.
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I am trying not to make this personal, but she sure does like to make me feel like it is.
You feel that it is personal because you are willing to accept that it is. That is your codependency and insecurity. If you have done your homework and read all you can about MLC, you should know that it has nothing to do with you. When you truly believe that, you will begin to really detach, and little she does or says will affect you.
Tad, please listen, absorb, and do what everyone here has been advising you all along. You are spinning and you need to stop. You can get off. You will feel so much better. It is up to you.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man
