It's funny when you know the next scene of your life before it happens, based on everyone else's stories and your own experiences.
I sent W an email Sunday night thanking her for the concern she showed for S14. She replied back saying that she didn't always show it, but she does care for my boys and wants the best for them.
Monday, to test the waters just a bit (maybe a toe or two) I sent W a comic strip that was relevant to her company (well, Dilbert, which is universally applicable). Didn't expect any response, so when I didn't get one, I was still slightly disappointed, but knew that was emotion vs. knowledge.
I slept horribly last night, so it wasn't too surprising I was down a bit this morning. The whole good day followed by reality feeling. Again, I intellectually expected this to happen, so I wasn't too surprised. W did eventually respond back, enjoyed the joke and asked about some mail she was expecting.
Kept myself very busy after work, despite how tired I was, and it helped. Returned some recyclables, checked out books for my thesis, and made a call regarding guitar lessons.
I also called a MC that specializes in remarriages and blended families and made an appointment. Verified her views on M, and she let me know that she would never tell a couple that they should D, that's their call to make. I don't know if W ever got a name from her IC. On one hand, I know that I shouldn't be the one bringing up R talks, but I'm not sure how I would know if W has an MC she'd rather see instead if I don't. MC I talked to said she can do individual or couples, and the appointment isn't for a week and a half, so I have lots of options regarding this.
So, that's my life in a nutshell. That, and my right thigh is sore from all the running and I'm losing a toenail! This GAL stuff can be hazardous if you aren't careful
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011