Ha...I think I feel good. Not sure what I am suppose be feeling right now... The shock is fading but the questions I have are still burning and the hurt is just a thought away.....she broke up with me man, she doesn't want me around anymore....WOW.......It seems like a dream half the time......we really had it pretty good, we did whatever we wanted. We spent everyday working in the same house....we had two offices.....spent every weekend doing something together.....went to the gym together almost every evening to. We had friends, family, vacations, money, had parties, were invited to parties...I was really living my dream. WOW.....guess she wasn't.....not sure how it could have been much better for me anyway....I was very content....seemingly blindly content that is
So where do I go from here......how long is the hurt going to last? I really appreciate all the comments too. Funny when I read all the other blogs......i only wish I was given the chance to save my M.....I would have done anything and everything.
and thanks zero12......for the insight....from a woman......you know she never said anything.....I am a pretty good listener too, I listened and she wasn't talking I guess.....you know she never told anyone until after she left. Good actress my Family says.....she had everyone fooled. HMMMMM.....life is crazy....go figure....
