I tried to daydream, but my mind kept wandering

[ClingingToHope]

Drew, I posted this, she popped up as a Match for me. That sent my brain swirling. Lots of people had OPs in the picture so by D time that was no longer an issue. That wasn't the case here. I was kind of prepared for it and then not. Kind of how I was prepared for the D to be final, but still the finality hit hard for a couple of days.

I bounced back fairly quickly from the Match thing, but I'm still not to the point where my thoughts don't wander in her direction.

Good and bad news on bankruptcy. The wedding rings won't be an issue. That's good. Bad news is that it's going to take me a few months to pay the lawyer to file. So I might not get to file by December. I was hoping to have it wrapped up by March when I want to reorganize the rest of my debt.

By this time next, I should be receiving $110 more per paycheck and paying $75 per check in payments. That's enough to give me breathing room even during down times for the various part-time jobs.

Beautiful day outside and just typing this for some reason makes me anxious. I'm going to take a walk.