There have been so many different thoughts going through my head lately; the one that resonates loudest is whether or not this woman is right for me.
I realize that I try to live my life guided by my belief in God and a core set of values.
The more I think about it the less my W fits into the values I have and want to teach my kids to live by.
Honesty, Integrity, Perseverance, Honor, Humility and Respectfulness are all very important to me.
My W has shown at the very least weakness in all of those, what if those are things that just don’t matter to her anymore?

I have been asking myself if I would be willing to compromise, I can forgive and not be judgmental but, I do not need to choose to live my life with someone who does share at least a few of those values with me.
 
I know this may come off as self righteous babble, but I am not attempting to say that I am better than her. Just wondering if there would be any hope in something working out if we aren’t guided by similar beliefs.
 

M 38
W 32
T 11
M 2
SS 14
S 9
ILYBNILWY March/2010
EA found out Oct 2010
PA found out Jan 2011
living together alone