Thanks, jb. Last evening was a little rough. Around 5:30 I instinctively looked for W's car pulling into our driveway...

As I had mentioned, the last 2 weeks were better for us than the last 5 months, and we agreed to not be so disconnected from each other. But I have a strong feeling that W will disappear further into her own world. I think the only way I will be able to get through this transition is to go dark and expect no contact from her.

I did look at a 46" Toshiba for about $100 more; that's the maximum size limit for the room. But I really don't see where an additional 6" of screen is worth $100. I'm not a big TV watcher to begin with. Decisions, decisions...and regarding Penn State, I didn't even go there; I spent 2 years at Syracuse. But around here everybody bleeds blue & white, so I jumped on the Nittany Lion bandwagon. I just like to watch a good game; doesn't matter if it's baseball, football, college or pro.


H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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