Perhaps the message of weakness you were receiving wasn't about your W... or other women... But about you... and your faith... Just a thought...
My sitch is a tightrope for sure. The sacrament of matrimony cannot be undone by some earthly judge.
That I struggle to uphold my faith in the face of personal sacrifice may not make me "feel" strong, but merely self righteous and bitter, is the puzzle that begs my question, Why appear strong at all?
Perhaps for my children, friends and family. I certainly have no intention or desire in the present to impress XW.
One thing I neglected to mention earlier that whilst in prayer after communion, though I felt the notion not to "pursue" female company, I almost distinctly heard, "let them pursue you." Which of course I have no control over, and nothing may come of it.
So I got that going for me.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
