My feelings are changing...sitch isn't

[tadpole1025]

Thanks Beatrice.

You are right. I'm sure I have asked some of the questions over and over. Some of them I forgot the answer to, some didn't sink in, some I just don't understand.

I am trying not to make this personal, but she sure does like to make me feel like it is.

I do need to quit trying to figure things out. I know that. It is hard sometimes because she'll say something and I'll be like "now what the hell does that mean?" I guess it could mean anything or nothing.

I just have to remember it as an illness I guess and cope the best way that I can.

Tad