The way I read this you wish to end contact, go dark. We certainly know how to do that. No reasons for explanations. Just a simple I prefer not to have contact with you. Leave her to wonder why, to pursue.
Is it more than that? Are you allowing your hurt to determine a reaction? Are you looking to provoke a response? We’ve been at this only a little while now. I know it seems long, but consider some of the folk have been at this for years. We’ve been at this long enough to know a carefully considered calculated response is far more productive than a snap reaction.
You are taking the time to clear your head and center yourself. You have the time to check your gear and intent once more before stepping off. Take it to be calm and clear if/when you have contact.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
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