My feelings are changing...sitch isn't

[tadpole1025]

Thanks Seeking and Antonia.

Seeking, this is classic. I laughed my a$$ off:

What you need to accept right now is that your W is nuttier than squirrel sh!t.

Do not be afraid that if you detach that you will stop loving her.

I've actaully been afraid of this.

It seems from your posts that your W only can go so long without feeding her anger.

This is very true. She's at it again today too. I'll explain below.

STOP reading into, analyzing everything she says and does. At this point none of it means anything. You keep letting these things wound you. All it is is the ramblings of a person that you don't recognize.

I'm trying, but it is just so hard when she is so damn sure of herself.

The longer you're single/detached, the less jealous of others you'll be and the more you may actually not want a relationship and you'll see that even if a part of you wants one, you're not ready for it.

Honestly, as hard as this has been, I sometimes enjoy the fact that I can be me and answer to nobody but my kids and God.

* TODAY'S SPEWING BROUGHT TO YOU BE A WIFE IN MLC *

She's at it again. S18 sent her a text and said that he didn't want to go to dinner with her this Sunday. All hell broke loose. Guess who got the angry text messages? Yep. Me. She told me before that OM had nothing to do with this. Well, today in one of her venom spewing texts, she even quoted him from an email that she knows I have seen. Why? I'm guessing to just hurt me. That is all she wants to do these days. So angry.....

I do have a question:

Is it normal for a person in MLC to only see negatives? All she sees about me is negative and nothing positive. Yet, I'm the one that gets accused of being a negative person.

I had a good conversation with S18 last night and he gave me a great compliment: "you've done everything that a good person could do."

Also, I remembered a few things that W said over the weekend. She was telling me that she has frequent stomach aches, headaches and that she hasn't slept well for weeks. I asked her why and she said it was stress.

She also said that she thinks about "our situation" every moment of everyday.

Doesn't sound like someone who is happy does it?

Tad