Originally Posted By: 2step
The picture put me in a foul mood and I felt yesterday like I haven't felt in a long time.


And now the difference is you are aware.

Aware what is causing the pain.

Originally Posted By: 2
Since yesterday I have been feeling pretty low

This is part of the reason I have come to the conclusion that I would like to end all contact with her.


By all means do what you think is right for you.

Do what you need to do until you're ready to take the next step.

Next step?

Taking control for yourself.

Taking control of yourself.

Not as a reaction to her. To escape the memory and the pain.

What is the reason she is texting you or trying to communicate with you?

There are all sorts of dangers in the world.

We cannot walk through it with a crash helmet on all the time.

One step at a time or maybe 2 steps at a time.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am