You are totally right on that. As a matter of fact I know she thinks about me a lot. She shows it.
She does a lot of caring things.
Last week she knew I was in a lot of pain and not eating. She came in and precooked several meals. Especially odd since she never cooks. She also does things like show up to do the dishes.

I've got it pretty good comparatively. But on the other hand that's what makes it so damn confusing. She obviously cares. She obviously loves me. We are obviously still best friends.

Oh well, nothing to do but just go workout and be better than before.