what if the marriage is over? Then what? Isn't it possible your h has changed into a different man?
I don't think a beard or tattoos make him an evil man.
Sounds like He's generous with you and son. He doesn't criticize you. He doesn't try to come between you and son, or badmouth you to son...
(which cannot be honestly said about you)
But he's with OW. Does that act alone make him evil? If so, or if his beard and tattoos and riding a bike and living with OW do make him an "evil pagan"
why do you want him back so much?
Are you getting treatment for your panic attacks and fears of losing your son?
Can you see how this might become a self fulfilling prophecy?
Maybe you can retrieve the list I made for you back a few months that you said was helpful
and that you wanted to print out. Read it again.
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M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
