h went to beach with ow from fri to today. I felt sad about it. Son and i went away last week to beach with my whole family. We had a very nice time. Before we left h gave son 500 for us for vacation. H said to treat my family at beach. 2 weeks ago i needed brakes and the repair shop is about 3 miles away so i had to run back home. h told son that i shouldnt run home becaouse it was to hot 95 degrees. H wanted me to take my car to his friends shop to get brakes done but its to far away. I have not spoken to h in a long time. I only text maybe every 2 wks if i hv to. We are so distant i dont see any hope for this m. we never speak to each other. H drops off and picks up son mon to fri and they go to work, but i never go out to see him.
