I am so sorry. You and your boys are in my prayers.

My aunt committed suicide, there are a lot of mixed emotions with it. I was angry with her for a long time, she was only 3 years older than me so we were more like siblings. You and your boys will have to work through a lot of emotions but it is not your fault. Nothing you did or didn't do would have stopped her. Please do not add guilt to your already full plate. it is not your fault. Take care of you and your boys. Lots of love and prayers.