It sounds like your handling things well.

I'm sure you'll have a moment when you'll break down, and we'll all be here for you when/if that happens.

I agree with jb- do what you can to make your home yours.
I did that for me and I felt so much better.

"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack."
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