Before H left I was doing Weight Watchers and exercising - 30 minutes 5 days a week on the cross trainer. My world fell apart when he left. Finally today after over 9 weeks I jumped back on the cross trainer - only 15 minutes - but it's a start. I need to get my life back together. I still have a slim hope at the back of my brain but I need to focus on me and my kids and assume the worst. That my H is going to marry his OW and live happily ever after - therefore I need to move on with my life and live happily ever after too. I'm not giving up. I will still keep coming here - but I need to stop focusing on him.
H 34, W 36 T 13.5 M 8.5 C 6yo twins S 6/5/11 OW 7/6/11 OW moves in 9/18/11
