Journal Entry:
Things are humming along. Been sick the past few days; not a lot of fun, but I'll live.

A little down today. My guess is it is just the aftermath of the last few weeks events and being overly tired.

I was thinking about stbx (just waiting for the judge to sign off) and I hate that it consume my time like that. I know why it is; she keeps texting me and sending email. The last week has been quiet though, and I like that more than I'd like to admit. Why? Because of my sense of comittment and a feeling that things aren't as done as I'd like. My guess is that she'll continue to harass for a while. I rarely respond and it seems to help.

My daughter sent me an email the other day. Last Sunday. In the email, I saw many things. Some of them her mothers feelings and words. I suppose that ex is going to try to hurt via the kids then. And that my daughter is the one picking up the fight. I hate that she is going through this, but realize I cannot stop that. I can only support my daughter in a loving and firm way (firm because I have to be a parent and cannot let her abuse; she's 16 so some of that is expected).

Later,

AJ


"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK
Put the glass down...
"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."