Anita you may feel like a servant girl, but YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THAT IT WAS YOU THAT CAUSED YOUR EX TO NOT TRUST YOU. You had feelings for OM, you persued that, it caused you M to fail. Now you want your H back at the snap of your fingers. Its not that easy, trust takes a long time to build. I wanted my ex back so bad I did and still do everything she asks. But now her betrayal is starting to creep into how I feel when we are together. I wonder if I can re-establish a long term R with her, or maybe one will develop with this OW now. I guess I will date both and maybe others until someone show that they want me. I have changed a lot through all this and am a much better person for it.
