Words get in the way

[angel61]

So H is back. As usual, he seems out of sorts after a trip-distant and uncommunicative. I can't help but speculate why, but push those thoughts out of my mind. Good thing I had to stay at work til midnight and when I got home, he was sleeping.

He did buy me and D nice sweaters! really beautiful! and expensive! I don't know what to make f that, as he is not really a gift giver.....but I take it as a positive.

I feel more and more detached as time goes by. I sometimes feel like maybe we are doomed to a platonic relationship for life.