I just feel like I will be paying for my mistake forever! At least you have some affection. am I going to have to prove myself for ten years and then I get, yeah I trust you now so lets work on our relationship. Right now I am just his servent girl, who does everything he asks and it hurts and rotts!! I am working on myself, but I'm human, what if a guys asks me out, if I got out with him then the ex is going to think that I don't love him and want to get back with him. I'm doomed to a life of waiting!
