First "real" interaction!

[Lonely Room]

Hi there,

Our "no contact" period of almost 2 months it now over, since last Wednesday, because we're texting each other about various subjects a few times a day. My wife texted me again last night saying that she spent the day with her nephews and that she was feeling broody. She also thanked me for making contact easy. I replied that sometimes I also feel broody and told her that I'm here for her, so that contact thing is nonsense. I sent her another joke and she smiled.

This morning we exchanged a couple of other texts and I sent another joke. This time I initiated the conversation.

I never thought that it would be so difficult after the no contact period. I'm feeling very anxious, very stressed and even sick. I'm sleeping worse than ever. I don't fully know what are my wife's intentions and I'm afraid of suffering again. I'm also afraid of making mistakes and ruining things if my wife is having some sort of second-thoughts about our split.

Any comments from you are very welcome, I'm open to your ideas!

Thank you.