Well, I have been diving into the db book and spending alot of time on my own, which actually isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Sure, I miss the OM but not in a loving way, I see more and more each day that I was never in love with him to begin with. My ex called me and asked me this weekend if D could say with me on Sat--was his day. I said sure and he told me that he was going out. The old me would have gone nuts thinking about who he was going with, where and what does she look like. When he mentioned going out, I told him that is was good, that he hardly goes out and he has been so busy lately that he deserves a night out. He told me that maybe next weekend he would take me and d to see the new lord of the rings movie. I said sure and didn't float around afterwards did think about what it meant. It's just two parents taking their daughter to the movies and nothing more. And if he doesn't ask me thats fine too, he could spend some quality time with his daughter. Hopefully, this new me will allow me to get closer to my goal and be with my family again!
