I barely have the energy to post anything here. My fight for my marriage is officially over> Why? Because my wife took her life this morning at 3:00 a.m while I decided to give her some space and clear my head while i went down to southern ontario.\\

Instead of being there with her and telling her how much she meant to me and how much i treasured her , i decided to go a little dim for the weekend and come back on monday where we were going to go on a trip.

No words can express my feelings of guilt and other emotions whdi id ont understand.

Be careful ou there.
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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11