Journaling-
Got a letter from our broker that there was a discrepency in the electronic transfer W has setup for her checking account. I texted her this morning(her preferred method of communicating) and told her about the letter and that she might want to contact them and correct it so she could e-transfer some money. She immediately responded and thanked me and asked if she could come by and get a copy of the letter. I texted I would be home and that would be fine. She immediately texted back "how is 9:05?" I said "Fine, but not 9:06. LOL" Thought it was just weird that she had to be so precise on the time. I also thought she would stay in the car and stay in the driveway since that has been her behavior previously. Well at exactly 9:05 I hear the truck in the driveway. And then the engine shut down. As I got up to see where she was, she was standing at the back door. She came in the house! But stayed in the kitchen dining room area. We then started 15 minutes of the most surreal conversation you can imagine. It was my old wife back!! Where was the alien? Her body language was relaxed. I stood very close to her while we looked at the mail together. She didn't tense up. She smiled. She laughed. She told me what was going on in her life. I told her the news about our grandchildren. She was interested and engaged. I walked her out and looked at the Christmas cactus that is blooming, walked her to the truck and told her I would see her in court Monday and she said OK, I'll see you then.
What the h3ll is going on? Was she temperature taking? I have not been pursuing. I accidentally ran into her in the store 3 days ago and she was cool, tense, and not very talkative. Was she trying to get me back into the pursuit game? Is she actually having a moment of reality? Is it because tomorrow is our 26th anniversary and she is feeling guilty?
I have absolutely no expectations from this contact. I know that the next time I see her she will probably be inhabited by the alien again.
I guess the best thing about this contact today, is that I was absolutely OK. Previously I would hurt when we would have contact, but today I was relaxed before she got here, I was relaxed while she was here, and I was relaxed when she left. I just said a short prayer and thanked God for helping me do such a good job.
Somebody splain to me what's going on....please


Me:61
W:60
M: 26
No kids
ILYBININLWY AUG 10
S: 5/20/11
D filed 6/23/2011