Faith, Yeah, I know, that's my biggest backslide--watching/wondering what waw is thinking, getting the right response/reaction, etc.
This all hit in the spring when my consulting business took a big hit and lost contracts. So, it's been an added stress of career exploration, need $$, looking for work outside my business, feeling like that has failed this past year, too, bla, bla. Truly rock bottom, man.
I believe this is all here to teach me something as hard as it is to admit.
I am really working on BEING happy without a reason in the world. The reasons add to that happiness. One day at a time.
